Getting back to the issue of S.O.S, I really never thought of it, that another 'brother', that I usually have too much clashes of opinions with him, and can never ever come to an agreement of whatever issue regarding our belief, was the one who comforted me when I felt troubled and lack of confidence. It was God telling me that, all things are possible. Haha... But I really wanna thank him for being there when I have no one to talk to, though at first I got angry of him too, for agitating me..zzz....Oh well... Thanks, Brother Kenneth. =) Now, problem is solved. And I've learnt my lesson...to be slow in anger.
After a few times of small test given by Ms. B (biz lecturer), only to know that I am r-eee-aaa-ll-y slacking a lot in my studies. =.= Gotta spend more time in revisions. Sorry people, especially my dear CG members, and also W.Hong, for "flying kites" whenever u guys ask me out for movies. Sooowweeee.... But actually deep in my heart, I'm afraid of my progression... I'm afraid to bring disappointment to those who have entrusted me.
The first piano class I was so anxious and don't know what to expect, but the second class (today) was much better, I was so eager to it, purposely took my bath before the class, so that I'm FRESH enough to absorb the knowledge of music Ms. Chow's gonna pour on me! Hehe... I know, I am a step closer to my dream --- to become a musician. Oh YES!
Haha...Kawan once messaged me after seeing my self-took photos, asking, when did I become so "zi lian/ syok sendiri". I knew people will ask, but I thought the 1st one will be my brother, Schuey, haha... 'Cos he knew how much I'll "comment" other people....Oopss... hehe.. Oh well, people change, so do I. ^__^ I change b'cos of Him, b'cos He mentioned,"Love your neighbor like you love yourself". It has always been a hard command to obey, b'cos...I don't even love myself, how can I love my neighbor?! But He changed me, a lot indeed... And the most important is that, He had 1st loved me, how can I not love myself, when the King of Kings, the Lord of Lords chose to love me? Chose to sacrifice His life for mine? So honestly, I am being more "zi ai", not "zi lian". So don't be surprised, there are more pics to come! HAHA~~
Sigh (as a relief), still enjoying every single day as a teen. Thanking Him for my family, my friends, my opportunity to study, to soar my dreams and lots more!
Okie, that's all for the latest updates! Gotta sleep soon... Signing off by wishing my blog readers a very HAPPY CNY!! Tata~~
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