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After such a long time dead blogging, came back to my page, dunno actually what to type or share, as my feelings and thoughts are going through ups and downs.....

Today (11/7) CF had a revival event called the "Campus Awakening", our invited speaker was Mr Caleb Chung...at first, his sermon is kinda funny that made me laugh so much till he suddenly started to mention about Pastor Philip Mantofa's "A Trip To Hell".................

Most of us Christians has been "submarine" Christians....simply meaning that we assumed we are but not leading a life like one, not reaching out to others, bringing more men to God. We are always surrounded by non-believers of Christ and also free thinkers, not to say very far away...just in my own class, my closest friends, they are always there right in front of my eyes, but i have not even bother to reach out to them.......... "What if one day they leave the world and go to hell, crying in pain asking why didn't my friend ever reach out to me?" A question thrown to me by the speaker... For the very first time of my life, I cried after listening to a sermon... Teardrops juz couldn't stop rolling down my cheeks. ( IT WAS TOTALLY PAISEH I TELL U >.<)

There are so many things i wanna shout it out but i juz couldn't find suitable words for them, perhaps not all feelings are describable! From now on, i'll try my best to reach out to the 3 names i've promised God. At first i felt uncertain & obviously no guts to even speak word of gospel to them, but the very next second the speaker prayed for us to have faith in Father Lord that we can DO IT! AMEN~~~~~~~~

Later that day, after the revival event i head back to CF room for interviewing session for the next batch of committee. Juz before i enter CF room , my cute li'l junior , Aaron came to comfort me 'cos he knew i cried during the event. He wanted to hug me ==" but i juz kept a distance and patted his back and he patted mine. Few secs later, i saw someone passed by heading home. OH MY GOSH!!! @@ He's sure to be mistaken!!! What if he thinks i am so "open-minded" can hug a guy in public!!! i really wanna apologize , i really didn't mean to let him witness that situation. i didn't even know he was there! More soever, it 's only my junior larr plus we are not even hugging each other! Again i'm in dilemma, not that i super admire this guy or have a crush on him or what so ever...it's juz my image that matters! i dowan misunderstandings.... (how i wish he'll know but the probability for him to know is almost ZERO) Oh well......i guess he won't even bother, so what??!! cheh.....

Last night i prayed so that Father Lord will refill me , melt my numb heart, once again to let the Holy Spirit to touch my soul, His presence to fill Dewan Kuliah.... Once again proven it was an answered prayer! * Deo Gratias*

Oh Lord, thank U for the passing of my driving test, Amen Lord! I'll keep my promise----to fetch more people to Ur church, serving U & Ur children. Whenever i am backsliding, i pray that Lord, U will once again send hint or certainly other Christians around me to remind me of my destiny in life, recharging FAITH into my soul. In Jesus name, I always ask and pray, AMEN!!!!